Ohh, this is the start of something good..

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 17:38:09 GMT

hm

1. Who was your best friend(s)
um idk it mattered what time in highschool..i had many good friends.

2. What sports did u play?
soccer vball xcountry

3. What kind of car did you drive?
i didnt drive..ha

4. It's Friday night, where were you at?:
at Foley.. i lived there..i was either at practie or at w/e game was going on. then prolly national and with friends.

5. Were you a party animal?:
ha..not really.

6. Were you considered a flirt?
probably not

7. Ever skip school?
nope

8. Were you a nerd?
idk..

9. Were you in any clubs?
art task force..but then me and j9 got kicked out.

10. Did you get suspended/expelled?
nope i was good

11. Can you sing the fight cheer:
i dont think foley had one..if they did i dont ahve a clue

12. Favorite teacher?
Caste, Gleason, stachnik?, Mr Mi,

13. Favorite class?
tv production, art, athletic training, forensics&genectics

14. What was your school's full name?:
Bishop Foley Catholic Highschool

15. School mascot?:
Venture..(like a viking with wings?)

16. Did you go to dances?
hah..yeah even though they were lame and teachers hunted out anyone dancing close and split them up.

17. If you could go back and do it over, would you?
yes.. i like it there.. small school many close friends, sports, games, goodtimes.

18. What do you remember most about graduation?
um..graduating taking pictures leaving and not say bye to anyone..b/c i think i thought i would still see everyone..which mostly i did over the summer.

19. Favorite memory of your Senior Year?
Um lunch time with friends.

20. Were you ever posted up on the senior wall?
what?

21. Did you have a job your senior year?
nope..

22. Where did you go most often for lunch?
um the cafe it was the only palce to go --bagel/creamcheese and the best cookie ever.. like every since day that was lunch.

23. Have you gained weight since then?
ya..and lost muscle and pretty much suck.

24. What did you do after graduation?
went out to eat at mongolian bbq with my family and brandys family.

25. When did you graduate?
2005

26. Where are most of your classmates?
um.idk..central western state i guess

27. Are you going to your ten year reunion?
why of course..

cool aye?

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 02:44:11 GMT

10 days till florida.
icantwait.icantwaitttt!

3 jobs is stupid cause now on thursday
im suppose to work all 3 of them
at the same time.
oops.

So. summer sucks.
No one does anything.
And..well if anyone does.
I dont know about it.
So i sit here.
fun aye?

i like kevin.
Hes my friend.
Also i have a new friend.
Alex, he always loves playing with me.
:)
At least someone likes me.
Too bad hes 2 years old.
hahaa.

K. im guna go be gay now.
bye fags.

Life aint always beautiful

Mon, 22 May 2006 16:24:02 GMT

Life aint always beautiful
Sometimes it's just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart

Life aint always beautiful
You think you're on your way
And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day

But the struggles make you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has its own way of takin it's sweet time

CHOURS
No, life aint always beautiful
Tears will fall sometimes
Life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride

Life aint always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin all these lonely miles

And I wish for just one minute
I could see your pretty face
Guess I can dream, but life don’t work that way

But the struggles make me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has its own way of takin it's sweet time

No, life aint always beautiful
But i know i'll be fine
Hey, life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride

Tue, 09 May 2006 04:14:46 GMT

bored bored bored bored.
I am so frekin bored.
I have absolutely nothing to do i need to find a job.
This makes me kinda wanna go back to state.
bye.

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 16:57:31 GMT

2 days what the heckkk.

Am i ready?
Or am i not ready?

hm.......

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 18:48:24 GMT

So last night was an adventure. All the old gym girls got together.. It was me angela alexis stacy and heather. We went to eat at Applebees. It was a fun time... I miss all of them!! Soo we changed our mind about bowling bc stacy hates bowling and heather didnt have socks soo we went to the gym to play around. Heather had to be able to do a kip.. she then tried to attempt a squat on and then it all went down from there. It was the funniest thing ever to watch.. but it ende up with all of us going to the hospital. Stacy's pains all came back from staying there. Heather got a hairline fracture.. we took many pictures. We couldnt change the channel on the tv. What a reuinion. It must happen again?! :)

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 17:37:05 GMT

<lj1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
I graduated, i went to college. I turned 18. Nothing big.

2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Um.I dont remember what it was. Hahaa..

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
nope...

4. Did anyone close to you die?
nope, Dan died i didnt know him..i met him though. RIP.

5. What countries did you visit?
none. USA

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
An idea what i wanna do with my life. Money.

7. What dates from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory?
april 21 i hurt my knee and couldnt really finish playing soccer my last year :(

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Gettin good greades in college.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Um..volleyball season was terrible.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yea i hurt my mcl..or w/e all i know is that i missed out on my last season of soccer.:(

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Kevin bought me my digital camera.

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
what?!

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
I know a few, and it shocked me to realize what they did..idk why tho.

14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes,food,acl.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

summer, boY coming up to see me

16. What song/album will always remind you of 2005?
hollerback girl, exsistentialism on prom night, sugar were going down, detroit city

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier or sadder?
idk..little of both.

ii. thinner or fatter?
i lost all my muscle... i hate it.. i feel like a wimp.

iii. richer or poorer?
richhh. not by much.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
hungout more with ppl. Made more close friends.
I did enjoy last year and hangin out alott tho..

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
sitting around doing nuthin.. its a waste of my time.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
I spent it with my family, and at kevins house with his.

22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
i guess you could say that.

23. How many one night stands in this last year?
none.

24. What was your favorite TV program?
24, sex and the city

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
kinda..

26. What was the best book you read?
Harry Potter!!!

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
The startingline, imogen heap, fallout boy,

28. What did you want and get?
A good relationship, thats strong..and made it through the first sem of college apart.

29. What did you want and not get?
idk. I dont really want anything..

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
Hm.. idk i dont want movies alot i get bored of them.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I was 18. I came home from state hungout with kevin went to the Foley Hc game, went to katies after for a bonfire with all of my friends. I got cheese cake mashed in my face too. :)

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not hearing or seeing somethings.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Um.. anything i want, preppy..A&F hollister..yupp.

34. What kept you sane?
Josephine and having the best roomie ever. Kevin knowin hes there for me.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you like the most?
mary-kate and ashley, ashlee simpson

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Um.idk?!

37. Who did you miss?
My old friends that i use to be soo close with but with things we dont even hangout anymore.-cut text="2005">

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 17:25:49 GMT

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 02:51:35 GMT

1. write your opinion of me (positive or negative).
2. can be annoyonmous or not. whatever you prefer.
3. be honest. dont hold anything back.

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 06:12:33 GMT

my boY completes me.
i definately neeeed him.
:)

7days.

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 19:49:46 GMT

Today is a big day.

HAPPY BIRFFFDAY TO NHITWEY!!!!!!

also.. its me and boY's 17 months.

<3u.

well orientation went okay. I hate my classes. I dont know what to major in. I have classes i dont need cuz im getting out of education cuz i dont wanna be stuck teaching lil kids i realized. I was glad that emily and annie were there to hangout with or then i would have been known like no one. I wanted to take a gymnastics class couldnt.. every class i wanted was already taken it was riiiidiculous..! Neways... basically thats it.

biiiiii.

Question?

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 19:39:40 GMT

SURVEYYY!

who do you think the person on the left is?

you can have the best of me

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 15:16:54 GMT

Friday i worked from 10-3.
Then came home and relaxed for a lil bit.
Then went over to brandy's house around 630.
Fran Urb and Jaclyn came over. We watched something about mary.
I saw Katie walking her dog and talked to her for a bit.
Then finally went over to Isaiahs Grad party.

Soo it was fun.I played bocci wiht dave and Some relatives of Isaiahs. So i ran around talked hungout. Isaiahs setup for his pictures and games and guessing thing was cute.Neways, Then me and Brandy left with Ryan Harnedek and Sam to get some "sheep". We went to Ryans. I was greeted by Ian saying i was pretty.... ugly. Downer was there, hadnt seen him in a while. So i made my lovely drink of orange sports drink, vanilla coke and captains.. which tasted like poop. Neways went back to Isaiahs for a lil while. Then happily kevinnnn came. I was glad to see him. Then we left and went back to my house. It was an interesting night.:). I like him.Then talked till we slept.

Saturday I worked from 10-3 again. It was a boring day i didnt know that many ppl i was working with since it was a weekend and i dont work weekends. Then later i went with brandy to Jens grad party, it was nice. Then we went out to Janines for a bit i hadnt seen her in forever. Then i hungout with kevin. I drove to his house. ha. So he somehow got the Starting line cd and im in love with it. So i believe he should let me copy it asap. It just had perfect words for so many thoughts and moments. We just sat, listening. It was perfect. ihmboY. Then Sam and Brandy came over and we took off to go to Erikas. It was crazy fricken loud. It was cool there, cool people you know. Neways i basically said hiii and then left. I did braid mikes hair though. Sope thats it.
I went back home. I slept with boY. Ohh.:)

Sope today mayb the zoo with Sam and Brandy?

laterrrrr ya'll.

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 20:50:10 GMT

So Vegas was much fun.
I hungout with marthaa and lisa.
I swam i layed out.
I watched alot of dance. Juliana's won everything like normal.
Great Job.
hmmm.:)
I'd show pictures but i cant.

So i got back sunday at 7am. Then I went up north with kevin and his fam along with jarrett and fearnly. So It was nice. Watching the stars. Laying around. Riding the Jetski. Going tubing. Swimming across the lake which i eventually accomplished. Plaing N64. Over all i had fan pretty much.:) thank you.

Last night i hungout with Brandy who i hadnt seen in forreverrrr. I had to catch up on alot of things. So we ended up at Brads just chillen.

Today i worked it was alright. It was crazy busy. I wanted to hide.

Hm. Hopefully i have fun tonight.

bye ladies.

These boots are made for walking

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 01:14:55 GMT

welp
at the moment i am at Marthas hanging with her.

Soo lets see what i have done this week.

Wednesday i hungout with kevin and we went adn TPed brandys house and a random man came and kevin asked him to help us and so he helped us since he was walking down the street. It was funny. Who does that? Hhaa ( for you boY). Then we went out to get Jarretts house. His Dad turned the light on on me and i just stood their. THen they came out side and watched us. IT was quite funnny. Sooo we were gunna get sam and we found out where he lived. THen wen went back to Brandys and got her house sooooooooo gooood. hahah. Too bad her sweet nieghbors keep it up for her. :(. So BoY stayed over till latteeee ilovedit.:) I had a great night with my boYYYY.:)

Soo Thursday I had to work again in the moring. Then boY came over. We hungout. Family came over. Then Josie sarah and Brandy came and picked me up to go to Erikas to go to the palace vision. So we got there like right after the doors open. I hungout outside with Roz till she got her ticket. We had fun though. So we met up with fran and pam. Saw kevin for a lil while. Isaiah and dave came too. Well i had fun at the game. even if we did lose. It was a good night. I got home around 2. Went to sleep pretty quick.

Today i was suppose to work but i didnt have to. THen i hungout with Martha then went with her to her busias and we layed out adn went swimming. Then the dumb kelel twins came over later. IT was a fun time though. Very cool. Neways.. got back to marthas around 7. Then watched movies tried to nap. IT wassss fun. Now im eating fruit snacks a present from martha. Soo tonight im going to fearnleys with Martha Ricky kevin and michelle. Swimming.. hm hopefully fun.

:) peace out.

2days till vegas.:)
but then:(

SURVEY

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 19:49:56 GMT

Leave your
NAME
MONTH YOU WERE BORN IN
FAVORITE KINDA WEATHER

I'm doing research on a certain hypothesis.

open your eyes...

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 19:47:41 GMT

So Thursday of last week i went to Pineau's gmas with Fran and Brandy to watch the game with people. It was a fun time. Peach tried teaching me to flick a cap i failed. Me and Brandy discovered a secret, were good. Fran braided me and pams hair together it looked cool. Went home later.

Friday hungout with boY. We went shopping which i could tell he was having the time of his life. I got some clothes. It was nice. Then I beat boY in N64 cuz im just that sweeett. :). It was a fun night.

Saturday got up and ready cuz i was suppose to work at AE but i didnt have too. Then I met up with Fran and Brandy and went to Joe's grtad party for a lil bit and made him go do kareoke and sing pretty women before we left. Then i went over to Kim's and hunout wiht her for a while. It was fun we hid the flag on all the lil kids playing capture the flag. haha then made david a cute lil chubby one thats like 3 go find it. I kept squeezing him. Then morehouse came hungout with her for a bit then had to get going. I went to my sisters dance recital that was 4 hours long. I was with my cousin kathryn at least. We made it fun my cheering whistling to annoy a man in front of us. Watching the dots getting thristy for orange pop when the background was bright orange. Newaysss they all danced great.:)

Soo i went home and finally talked my mom into letting me go out that night even though it was 12 already. Brandy came and got me and we ewnt to Pams. Soo it was my first time to ever use a beer bong and it was a four way one. Then Me and Fran shared a smir/ras and pepsi drink that we kinda srewed up ooops. I got another beer and was pretty good for the night.Kevin and Fearn came. I was glad he came..:). It was fun running around hanging out. These weird people just showed up at Pams and they were old, freaks. They had a breathalizer too. I did a flip on the trapoline and flewwwwww off and landed on the ground. Haa it was funy to me i couldnt stop laugh. Anthony wished he got it on tape to send in to fhv. So finally went inside and crashed at about 430. Some one put a blanket on me thank you. I had to leave early not many people were awake so that i could get ready for the work i didnt have to go to.

So i went to my Gmas 90th birthday party. It long and i got stuck playing with my lil cousins. Gracie is adorable though. Then went over to my aunts after for a while. Finally got home around 8 or so. Then I went with Martha to surprise Ricky and kevin at work. Then back to Kevins to hangout. It was fun. I fell asleep. Then pistons lost i heard. :( hmm it was a good game though.. i heard. So i had to be home at one and i was just a lil late. Thanks kevin.:)

Today boY came over. Natalie and meee made a cake. Hm.
What to do tonight?

i must go though. byee people.

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 19:48:03 GMT

Have you ever?...

(X) smoked a cigarette
( x) smoked a cigar
(X) smoked anything else
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
(X) stolen a car

(X) been in love
(X) been dumped
( x) shoplifted
( x) been fired
( x) been in a fist fight

( ) been called for a booty call
(X) pulled a prank on someone cause you were mad at them
( ) been to drunk school from a DUI or MIP
(x) taken a ride in a shopping cart over the age of 6
(x ) worked at the mall
(X) made out in front of other people

( x) snuck out of my parent's house
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
(X) gone on a blind date

(X) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x ) seen someone die

(X) been to Canada
() been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar

( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
() eaten Sushi
(x ) been snowboarding
( ) been moshing at a concert

( ) been in an abusive relationship
(X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) made a snow angel

(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(X) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up

(X) jumped into a pile of leaves
(X) gone sledding
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
(X) fallen asleep at work/school

(x ) used a fake id
(X) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(X) touched a snake

(X) been tickled
( x) been robbed
(x ) robbed someone
(X) been misunderstood
(X) pet a reindeer/goat

(X) won a contest
(X) run a red light
( x) been suspended from school
(X) had detention
(X) been in a car accident

(X) Felt like an outcast
() eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight

() hated the way you look
(x ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(X) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes

( x) squished barefoot through the mud
(X) been lost
() been to the opposite side of the country
(X) swam in the ocean
() felt like dying

(X) cried yourself to sleep
(X) played cops and robbers
(X) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(X) sung karaoke
(X) paid for a meal with only coins

(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) made prank phone calls
(X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x ) kissed in the rain

(X) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(X) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
(X) made a bonfire on the beach

(X) crashed at a party
( ) Have Traveled more than 5 days with a car full of People
(X) gone rollerskating
(X) had a wish come true

() worn pearls
( x) jumped off a bridge
(x ) screamed penis in class
(x ) ate dog/cat food
(x ) told a complete stranger you loved them

(X) sang in the shower
(X) have a little black dress
( ) had sex in a park
(X) had a dream that you married someone
( ) glued your hand to something

( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a frog
( x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
() been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top

( ) had sex at a church
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs
( x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(X) stayed up all night

( ) didn't take a shower for a week
() pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
(x ) had a tree house
() are scared to watch scary movies alone

(x ) believe in ghosts
() have more then 15 pairs of shoes
() worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(X) played ding-dong-ditch

(x ) played chicken fight
(X) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x ) broken a bone
(X) been easily amused

() caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(X) caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(X) cried so hard you laughed
(X) laughed so hard you peed
( ) seen someone laugh so hard they peed

(x ) mooned/flashed someone
(X) had someone moon/flash you
(X) cheated on a test
(X) forgotten someone's name

(X) slept naked
( ) French braided someones hair
(x ) gone skinny dippin in a pool/lake
( ) been kicked out of your house

I'd walk a 1000 miles

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 20:14:05 GMT

I now have my liscense.
Every one clap now.

Happy Birthday to Nick lupo yesturday!

Sunday I went to my cousins grad party with family. It was alright. Then went to Kevins lil cousins 2 year birthday party. He hated me. He covered his eyes so he wouldnt have to look at me. :(. Then Me and Kevin found 2 verrrryyy cute baby frogs. We put them in a cup and looked at them.:) They were smaller then a penny.
Then we went to Frans Grad party and to watch the pistons game. It was fun. lots of people were there. ILboY. It was just growing closer. So her parents had beer and let us drink. Brandy was wasted. It was funny. Erika was also funny but passed out very early. Frannie kept trying to get me drunk :) thank you. We watched old videos, danced in the rain, ran around, talked, listened to dave, hungout, it was fun. Matt danced with Jesus and talked to God. Finally went to bed around 5. Couldnt sleep that well. Called kevin each time i went to go to sleep cuz its a must before bed. Then woke up at 9. Talked. Me and erika madeeee greattttttt pancakes. Then ppl left. I talked with whiwhi and mimi for a while. Then hungout with sam ryan andrew fran brandy matt and Isaiah for the rest of the day and then went to eat at tacohut. They kept a secret from us that we will never findout unless we give them money to go buy beer basically. Hmmm we had good ideas of what it could be haha. I couldnt talk to Ryan anymore because he screws with your head.
Finally got home.

Yesturday night Me brandy jarrett fran sam and ryan went to dt RO and got icecream. We just hungout then went to Nicks since it was his birthday. We chilled. Later we played spoons or "slut" actually. It was fun me and brandy lost first. Haa. Oops.
Got home called boY. Then bed.

Today i worked from 10-3. It was alright today. Nuthin big.
BoY is coming over soon. I must shower now.

cw.loves.

Do u know how long I've waited to look from below just to find someone like you..

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 22:41:08 GMT

So.

Friday
I don’t remember anything but going to the boys lax game. They won. Then going to bham with fran Erika Urb tyler pineau ken sam and Rob. We hungout at the fair. Then ended up meetin Katie up there. They were drinking and being loud behind blockbuster in the parking lot. So it went like this. Loud drunks. Cops came. Sam and Rob ran. One cop gets out of car and chases sam. The other sop car turns around and goes off after sam. We all get away, cuz they were very stupid. We go to eat at National. Same got put in jail. Azher got him out later. Rob got nuthin. Hhaa. Tyler “that is what we would call a close call…”

Saturday
Hungout with Kevin. Then went to the Lasher Kimball game with brandy. We jumped the fance. Then left for our game. It was our last. We controlled the whole game but it wasn’t good enough. Country Day scored with 3 minutes left. It was a ridiculous goal since the ball got knocked out of Haley’s hands and then refs talked about it in front of some of our players. Welp Foley soccer is done. Vito didn’t coach that game well. He shoulda played some ppl in particular that I can think of but he didn’t. He made some bad choices and look we lost. I cant blame it all on him it was our fault but he could of changed things up, maybe like the people playing dying in the 90 degree weather ever once and a while. Neways. His speech bored me. I didn’t wanna listen. I was mad it was over, I was mad I didn’t get a chance to change it after it happened. After I seemed to be the only one that wanted to run the monster for the last time. We ran it every game why ppl didn’t want to now I didn’t know. Alex ran it with me. It was my last thing ever for Foley. I’m done and I’m out. Foley is history. Oh well. Kevin came I appreciated it very much.
After I went with Katie and Brandy to Jarrett’s grad party. Then we went back home tot get ready for the night but ended up just staying around. I found a frog and saved it , it was missing a leg. We Tped Martha’s and Kristen’s house since they graduated that night. I ended up just staying home at like 130.

Sunday
I hungout with boY. It was very nice. We watched movies. I ate dinner with his family. I miss grad parties, sorry. It began to storm. I lovedddddd it. I wanted to go play in it. So basically.
Later I went to marthas and spent the night. It was fun. I miss her, I barely see her now.
Monday
The next day I had work at AE. It was pretty good. I didn’t have to do much but sell clothes.. or more like make people buy clothes. Haha.
Neways I came home and slept.

I went with Brandy to Isaiahs later to watch the game. Its weird how everyone hangouts together now that we are out of school. I like it. I had fun. I barely watched the game like normal. After we went to Brads. This one kid knew my name and told me I was pretty, but I couldn’t think of his name though. Soo I played music and sang with Tim and ken. Then went to Drink with tim and jon . Since tim needed someone that is fun to be drunk with him. Haha. Then me brandy and peach left. It was a fun night.

Tuesday
BoY came over. I was very annoying to him but it was the funniest thing in the world to me. Haha. Neways it was a fun time like normal. So I returned my stuff for soccer. Then left with brandy to the Lax game. It was the last thing of Foleys where I would be a part of it. Sad again. Neways It was fun I guess. The boys kinda got killed by cranbrook, sorry. After the game I went with Kevin to get some alc. But it ended up late once we got it and I guess they decided to save it for a later date. Neways I just went home and hungout with Kevin for a bit. It was hotttttt and I hated it.

So I have to get 2 jobs. This is gay. I want to be with my friends and with Kevin while I can.. and I only have 2 months. Why spend all the time on working to make money. Hmm. So I have to decide if I wanna go to the water park or not. By tmw. Uh oh.

OY.
Katie I’m always hear for you. Do what you believe is right don’t let others influence your decisions. Its your life and stand up for what you believe in there’s nothing wrong with that. Call me anytime.J

Tears make me happy. It shows me how much I truly mean to them.
kk “ If its meant to be its meant to be.”

weeks fly by so fast.

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 14:04:11 GMT

The weekend was fun.
I spent time with boY. I loved sunday night. I like hangout at ur house.ymtw. ymmsh.
I wish we had more time. Hm. I'm happy with you.

Monday the fam came over for memorial bbq.
Then went to practice it was fun.

Tuesday saw kevin. Later was the first game for the districts we played cranbrook. We won 5-1. I scored 2 goals. Their goalie wasnt very good.

Wednesday hungout. Went shopping and to and interview and AE with brandy. Then came back to my house and watched a movie. Then left for practice. After there wasa team dinner at Taraski's home. It was yummmy. LEft with Brandy got ready. Then headed out to Urbs for a bonfire. I had fun. Me and Erika kinda think alike. haha. I got lots more phone #s.Me and mike went on a hunt. Me coughlin and Isaiah went behind a bush to drink. Coughlin was rhyming and we had some funny conversations. Then we skipped back. Ken didnt know what a smore was. (aww) I made him one and he hated it. Later left around 130 and went home with a fifth some how.

Thursday woke up and went to Foley with brandy and Pineau. THen to Peachy's to make Tshirts for them for our game. They said "Carmen & Brandy (jo)" on the front and "foley soccer .. and Go bananas!" on the back. Also our #s on the sleeves. They looooked sweeeeeeet. I was very impressed with our job. after that, i went home and then over to kevins. His mother made a smoothie and i drank it and it was good. I liked it there. French bread pizza is not all that its made out to be. boo. Then left for my game later.
It was our last home game ever. We played madison. I kinda felt bad playing them they were so bad, they only had 2 subs too when we have another whole fricken team. We mercied them. I didnt want to cuz i wanted to play my last game out. Oh well. We won 11-0. It should of been like wayyy more, we ended up with limits before we could score. I scored. The gave me the kick off once haha. Welp we play country day on saturday. It will be a tough game we better be up for it. I want to win sooo bad.

Neways I now have a job at AE and the waterpark and i do not know what to do.
I always make bad choices somehow.

hm. outy.

Fri, 27 May 2005 14:29:01 GMT

Im graduated.
That was hard for me to type.
It took me a while.

I feel so confused.
I feel like i've lost friends
I feel like i have nothing to laugh at.
Everything around me is different.
What am i o look forward to.

Nothin feels stable.
I dont know what to expect.
I dont have a normal routine.

Im missing something
I'm not sure what,
or how to get it back.

Im unproductive.
I hate it.
I need something to do..
at each and every moment
or.. i feel lazy.

I dont want to work.
I want to work somewhere else,
not the water park anymore.
I shoulda looked more.

oh well.
Byee.

oy.
Graduation was nothin specail just another event. Another event my family maks into a big deal to get ready for and i just end up upset and mad, like normal. The ride there was basically silent except for my dad playing weird music every now and then. I just stared and thought i couldnt do much more. At St.lawerence I felt like nothing changed. Everyone left in like 2 seconds. I didnt say bye to one person. Is that weird. I wasnt sad. I felt like I'd be at school the next day with them, but the true is i probally wont see some of them ever again. Weird.After i just left with my family. We went to eat at mongolian with brandy and her family and kevin came. I had fun. My sister and kevin are the weirdest ppl i know. Shes even weirder then me if u can imagine. Then went home. I didnt feel like going over tims i just sat with my boY then went inside.
- I was thinking when soccers over i will actually feel like i graduated i wont be at foley i wont see anyone. I wont have a reason anymore to come back there, i will be done forever. I wont get to play soccer again on an actual team. Ugh. I dont wanna think anymore. Bye.

HIGH SCHOOL

Wed, 25 May 2005 14:43:03 GMT

What was your greatest HIGHSCHOOL MEMORY with me?

leave a comment..please.

Wed, 25 May 2005 14:37:30 GMT

Friday-went to the lax game with brandy with ken adn pam following and it was quite a trip. Finally got there by half time. We werent bad luck anymore.:) Finall went to leave to go back to foely and brandys car stalled so we left with sam and his friend Rob. We went to The senior g'bye dance where no one was at all and got our free t shirts and ate some snacks and then met up with lax boys and headed out. We went to Amandas since she was having ppl over for a bonfire. I stayed in the car most of the time..weird. Neways i had fun. I went to mikes for a bit with pam and webby, then home. Then watched some napolean in front of my house. haha.. since i couldnt leave. I drank a whole 1. so what if i chase. Finally went in at like 2.

Saturday- PT at 730. Then ran errans. Then went to with brandy and taraski to the CL final game. Marian 5-0. Then went to the Lax game. Whitney came we went to 711 and since she didnt wanna believe that there were bug suckers with real bugs we went to the nature center. We names 2 turtles happy and baby. Then went to her house jarretts Isaiahs. Then to nicks. We basically hungout on the hammock and thought of why questions there was like a million.. Neways left there around 730. Went to get jacob who took an hour. I traced branches. Left for michelles. I had fun besides i didnt feel good but michelle gave me medicine. Me michelle jon and andy made like a million different smores and passed them around. Jon kept puttin his foot in the fire and then i believe fell over like 137485 times. ahah. Neways i miss hs. I was home by 1.

Sunday was boY time. WE went to Kerby's where Whit works to visit and get dessert. Later that night we were suppose to go see house of wax with ppl but it ended up being me kevin and fearnly drinking in kevins car with lisa. Neways.. i didnt mind not spending money on that movie. I was fine with hanging out. Neways we were back to my house at 12 and kevin stayed later i fell asleep.

I've had alot of boY time this week. I absolutely love it soooo much.
Its weird how i can be with someone so long and so much and still have just as much fun and not get bored or annoyed. I dont want this to end.
I just wanted to laugh.;)

Last night we palyed Lahser. They were very good. We lost 3-0 Haley got hurt. I suck now, i cant even run.. i cant even play. Im very upset. I know it could be worse i know i shouldnt complain but i hate it so much. After me brandy Jarrett Sam and pam got food, or at least me and brandy did. Our class is gay so i ended up going home.

Welp Tonight is Graduation. Im dreading it. Hmm.
It's sad. THis could be the last time i see anyone. IIII HATtttee THiiissSS!
:(

tever im over it.
Good bye Foley. Its only memories now.

Sun, 22 May 2005 19:57:30 GMT

kevin is a faggot!
Oh and mean and can be very pestering.

i need to add idiot to that list!